When am I being humble and when am I being greedy or too big for my britches?
Why am I so hostile? Why is my default reaction hostility? What am I reacting to? When does it happen? When my beliefs are questioned. When I am confused. When my head feels cloudy. What am I resisting? Resistance creates hostility.
Things are most cloudy and lack clarity when I am tired. I lose hope. I lose reason. I feel angry. Things feel overwhelming. Everything feels hard, challenging, heavy, too thick to move through.